Passion Less

"Happiest are the persons, who cheapest are the desires"


It has been more than two and half years , since I entered into IIT Delhi . And I have lived my life without running after something (like running a rat race to enter IIT). And running after various other things in life before the last race I ran .

Now I am living a life which people will call , living a mediocre life. Or I would have called it a mediocre life , but for me the time has changed and I have changed. Though that's a different thing , that I Enjoy food more , I enjoy and listen to Music more , I am away from the hurry sickness .  More importantly I am more healthy than I ever was . But I am living a mediocre life .

I still live in the same home , but now I enjoy the view from my balcony , which I never did before. I love the surroundings more , be it around home or around IIT Delhi . I no longer have a reductionist mind of looking at nature , now I enjoy the beauty as one integrated view.

Now words together form a B'ful poetry . I can stay at that piece of poetry , read it again and again , can read it as many times as I want to , unaware of the fact that their is more poetry in this world to be read . I am not reading it remember it ,so that I can vomit it out in exams . I am enjoying it , and I don't have to do this, to show to others that how much poetry I have read.

I am able to try new things. Just started sketching sometime back , a childhood desire left undiscovered  came out to me pretty well. I am again going towars childhood without aim , passion , doing what interests me , without a mind of a business man , not finding profit in that thing.

Even though I am passion less , I am living my life Passionately .